After a long day of shopping [Mursh, Me and Wardz]
I'm glad she loved her birthday gift =)
6 years of friendship and counting
November gals' birthday celebration '07
She's the "momma" of us 3
They are whom you defined TRUE FRIENDS
Partner in crime; my ex-classmate, my current classmate and my club buddy!
Like you, I'm just a human being who can't run from making mistakes. I have my good and bad sides. Sometimes I'm just so full of love and kindness, while the remaining others I can just be so full of myself and EGO. I can never impress everybody at one time, that includes satisfying my own needs too. I have two hands and one brain. There's just so much I can do.
Anyway let's cut to the chase, this post I specially dedicate to my lovely ladies, Mursh and Wardz, for I believe I have tainted the REAL MEANING to FRIENDSHIP. I apologise for my IRRATIONAL action(s). I know that wasn't the way to showing "RESPECT" to you guys as my best buddies, and I sincerely regret it. I hope you both will forgive me and give me another chance. If anything, I know you all meant well and is to my best benefit. Thank you.
Okay, apart from that, I also wana share something with all about this song that I find closest to my heart. It speaks of me years ago when I still didn't heed my besties' advices nor my family's. This song is by my ALL TIME IDOL, Mariah Carey, called "Side Effects". I love the beat and the meaning behind the lyrics. Do listen up whenever time allows.
Side Effects By Mariah Carey ft Young Jeezy:
It's M.C. and Y.J.
Another hit, OK
We lookin' fly, takin' off
Saw us on a runway
On any given Sunday, Monday, Tuesday
They try to confuse me,
I never let 'em use me
I was a girl, you was a man
I was too young to understand
I was naןve, I just believed
Everything that you told me
Said you were strong, protecting me
Then I found out that you were weak
Keepin' me there, under your thumb
'cause you were scared that I'd become much
More than you could handle,
Shining like a chandelier
That decorated every room inside
The private hell we built,
And I dealt with it
Like a kid I wished I could fly away
But instead, I kept my tears inside
'cause I knew if I started I'd keep crying
For the rest of my life with you
I finally built up the strength to walk away
Don't regret it but I still live with the side effects
[Chorus:]
Waking up scared some nights still dreaming 'bout them violent times
Still little protective 'bout the people that I let inside
Still little defensive thinkin' 'bout me tryin' to run my life
Still little depressed inside, I fake a smile and deal with the side effects (oh, oh)
Side effects (oh, oh)
Side effects (oh, oh)
Side effects (oh, oh)
Hey magnifico or should I say magnificent?
Ain't nothing worth your happiness
And I ain't caring who you're with
Misery loves company so we ain't tryin' to hang with you all
Hurt you if you let 'em in
Gotta keep you sucker smilin'
Keep tryin' to play
I tell him I ain't blowin' though
Think they want me outta here,
I tell 'em I ain't goin' though
Side effects be drowsiness,
Loneliness,
How is this?
I think the call it hateration,
What can you prescribe for this?
Forgive but I can't forget,
Every day I deal with this
I live with the side effects
But I ain't gonna let them get the best of me
Forgive but I can't forget,
Every day I deal with this
I live with the side effects
But I ain't gonna let them get the best of me
Kept my tears inside
'cause I knew if I started I'd keep crying
For the rest of my life with you
I finally built up the strength to walk away
Don't regret it but I still live with the side effects
[Chorus]
|| The Muse Spoke @ 9/09/2008 01:25:00 AM ||
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