Tuesday, January 5, 2010

I'm so tired of working ready...maybe all I wanted was a REAL short break/holiday before I start working proper. But I can't always think like that! I'm effing 21 and will turn 22 this year. I got to start thinking like a mature adult! Maybe I am so used being financially dependent on my Mum. But I have to WAKE UP AND SMELL THE COFFEE and keep reminding myself that she is no longer willing to support me financially anymore. Haiz...very upsetting you know. It's like finally you're an adult. Yeah you got your freedom and all...but you don't enjoy 'parental-support' privileges no more. Bleah...sucks lor. Now that I am well-nigh full-fledged freedom, I'm taken aback by the whole idea of I.N.D.E.P.E.N.D.E.N.C.Y! Well, this is part of life. I passed my memorable teen years and shall just retrospect that happening few years of my life. Here I am SPRINTING into adulthood. Wished this part of growth was as slow as the tortoise. Bleah...A lady's gotta do what a lady's gotta do...Anyway, if I don't work, who's going to support my "need" for shopping, spa, waxing, gadgets, more shopping, more gadgets, travelling and the list goes on...I must remind myself that I could be a little t0o MATERIALISTIC and VAIN at times. So who's going to feed these "lusts" if its not me, myself and I. True?

Bleah...(^.^)


|| The Muse Spoke @ 1/05/2010 12:52:00 AM ||

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